"If you don't see the real me, you won't see what love has won..." Vota

Monday, April 20, 2009

My first Blog ever!

Ok, so I'm new to this, so forgive me until I get the hang of this. I first want to explain the title of my blog spot. Chaos unraveling... this is my life in a nutshell. Slowly, I watch (sometimes struggle against) as God unravels the mess I am. He is working on me right now in such a way that I
don't know what to do other than wait. I go through seasons in my life where He picks one or two things to address until I secede and give Him complete control. At this very point in my life He is working on my need to do everything perfectly. He has taken sleep from me for 6 nights now and for the first 5 he drilled in my head that perfection is my enemy (sometimes with that song with those same words going over and over in my head). Last night I was awake for 5 hours straight. I really am struggling to know the difference between perfectionism and doing my job to the glory of the Lord. Here is what I don't get... How do I glorify God with my job (mom and wife and homemaker) when my performance doesn't even meet MY standards? I really need some input.

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